Praying into the Void: Crip Ancestry and Archival Violence

This paper examines the practices of tracing and praying to crip ancestors among key disabled activist-writers. Through analysis of their essays, poetry, and memoirs, I argue that such practices function in part to resist a curative social imaginary that erases disability from our collective histories and futures. I contend that Christian theologians might learn from disabled activist-writers’ embodied attention to the past as a resource to reimagine the future without disability’s erasure. This paper develops a negative theological hermeneutic in which the search for crip ancestors in the archive and in scripture exposes the violence of the past that prevents the recovery of disabled lives. Ultimately, I argue, following Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha, that our stumbling upon and seeking crip ancestors “in the void of not always knowing… what their legacy means” generates desires for liberated futures.